today

ive pumped 11 times in 24 hours.

i made just under 30 ounces which is just shy of what she takes in i'd say. shes at maybe 30-35ish. some more some less.

longpumping sessions and frequent.

im trying.

but today...even though i tried at reast for a few minutes with no success, i didnt cry.

im taking it in stride.

get in my skin to skin.

love my girl.

let her laugh and smile.

get the supply up and keep trying at the breast.

she'll come back.

regardless, my girl WILL have my milk.

im trying everything for as long as my body lets me.

i wont give up.