doc was supposed to call in an RX for reglan so i could start it.
im desperate :(
they have been busy with one provider out of the office, so they mustve forgot.
i went to pick it up and it wasnt there. njlfhaklsjdfa!
im so frustrated! going 2 hours without pumping makes me nervous. its like if i dont it doesnt build up, it stops. im just overwhelmed.
no one said it would be easy to bfeed. but no one told me it would be hard. either time.
i wrote today:
what do you do when you try EVERYTHING and it doesnt work?
you keep trying anyway.
(sometimes i hate being level headed)
you keep trying anyway.
(sometimes i hate being level headed)
its just irritating.
i want an easy go.
luckily for the most part my girl is a happy one.
its just me. and i can handle some inconvenience and frustration. as long as the end result is positive experience, and long term breastmilk feeding.
on another note, my breastfeeding support baskets are coming along! discount nursing pads and reusable ones, as well as fenugreek and creams. i think the best thing i can do to be supportive is a silent support, so they feel comfortable coming to me verbally knowing i wont be harsh on them.
breastmilk is so important. and i feel good supporting it.
sigh...as long as breastmilk goes in...doesnt matter how eh?
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